Dear The Night I Almost Wasn't Here, For years, you lived in silence. A chapter I rarely discussed. A story I rarely told. A memory I kept tucked away where few people could find it. Not because it wasn't important. But because surviving it felt complicated. There was a time in my life when the pain became louder than the hope. When exhaustion became louder than possibility. When I genuinely believed the world might be better without me in it. That's difficult to ad

For the last seven years, my life has felt like a storm that never passed. Not a quick thunderstorm. Not a bad season. A storm that lingers. A storm that layers darkness, pain, trauma, and exhaustion on top of each other until you forget what sunlight even looks like. I’ve been on a rollercoaster I’ve desperately wanted to get off of, but no matter how tight I’ve gripped the safety bar, no matter how loud I’ve screamed for it to stop, the ride kept going. Loop after loop. Dro