Dear God, This is probably the letter I avoided the longest. Not because I had nothing to say. But because I had too much. For years, people told me to trust You. Pray. Have faith. Hold on. Believe. And I tried. I really did. But somewhere along the way, life became heavier than I knew how to carry. The losses kept coming. The disappointments kept coming. The grief kept coming. And eventually I found myself asking questions I was afraid to say out loud. Where